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Theresa Reeves. 17 year old junior at Westmoore High School. In the Marching Band. Made 5th place at OBA with Gazebo Dances, our Symphonic Band made SWEEPSTAKES. Loves music - emo, adult alternative, R&B and jazz. Percussionist in training.
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...written on January 03, 2005, @ 21:01
A total snooze fest
I didn't do anything today. I went to sleep early this morning and didn't get up until around 11AM. I was ok with that because mom and dad went to work. But when he called asking about his license plate number I got a little freaked out. I kept thinking, "Oh God the police contacted Dad's work." Or something and the more I thought about it the more ridiculous I sounded, why not just contact the house? I felt like a total idiot, but that thought was still in the back of my mind.
As I was in the shower I was thinking of battling (poetry, flows) Ricky, but then I realized that he's going to be saying some really personally mean things and lots of people will read it. I don't want that so I'm not sure if I'm going to battle him or not. Who knows...
I finally watched Soul Plane and Chronicles of Riddick, they were both ok. There were parts of Soul Plane that were funny, but not as a whole. Riddick was kind of without, but that's just me.
I got to talk to Brandi (from Afnorth) today and it was great. I haven't talked to her in a good while. We talked about her and Kyndall and I realized that we had the same situation. I sent her a picture of Wes and she was like, "he's cute." And I remembered that he should have a phone by now, so why isn't he calling me? I shouldn't concern myself with things like that because I know he won't call me. That's why me missing him is so sad. Brandi thanked me for listening to what she had to say and it wasn't a biggie for me because that's what friends are for. I talked to Ricky as well and I sent him the picture of me and Maile and band banquet and he's like I like your hair like that - my mini fro. Looking back on it I don't like it because it's not as curly as my hair is now.
Wednesday I have to go to school. I'm so not ready for it. It's going to hard to look at the trumpet section and see that Wes is no longer there. It's going to be hard for me when I go to my locker by myself, when I pass by his locker, when I go to history class, when I see something funny. The list goes on and on and as I say and think these things I know that our friendship is one that will stay in the past and not be brought to present times or the future; he won't call.
Now as for my thoughts on the police contacting dad, that stayed with me until a few minutes ago because dad left at around 5PM and didn't get back until half an hour ago. I guess I thought that because I felt guilty, but I kept going over what I did that night before I got pulled over and nothing I did was illegal, NOTHING. I guess they were just taking percautions.
Tomorrow I think I'll restraighten my hair and take a few pictures then see about sending them to a few people. Oh yes I was reading my earliest entries and all of them mentioned Ricky, eww. How pathetic was I? I sure hope I'm growing out of that puppy dog calling thing.
I was just talking to Maile and she told me that she drove by Megan's house and saw that Megan and her dad were outside and Megan texted her asking if Maile tped her car. Of course Maile said "no". haha. I'd do it again, but not too soon. Maile and I have so much fun together and I hope it will be twice as fun next year!
As I was putting the dishes away I thought to myself that once I got a car I would find a place to take "ballroom" dancing so I could learn to cha cha, waltz, tango, swing dance and all that jazz. Plus I want to take a hip hop dance class (I watched the begining of The Apollo - that comedy place). I also want to learn to ice skate so I have to see about classes for that. Damn I need a job and a car...
Theresa