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Pathetic...
...written on January 09, 2005, @ 21:09

I never knew missing someone was pathetic?

I went to sleep really early friday night, so early that I was the first one up saturday morning. My parents phone kept ringing and ringing, it was so annoying. They didn't end up getting up until around 11:30 which is really unusual.

I'd already eaten, brushed my teeth, taken a shower and made my bed all before my parents go up. Right when I was about to practice my dad comes into my room. He sits on my bed and asks me about college, he asked me why I picked the colleges I did and honestly I had no reason except for the fact that I had family in that state. He asked me what I wanted to do and I told him that I want to be a cop (or medical examiner) so I want to major in criminal justice, take german and some asianatic language and I still want to be in marching band. So once I take my ACT we'll see what information I get back and I'll jump right into my search for colleges.

Christina called me and told me of the plan to TP Kerenza's house. The plan was to meet at her house around 8:30 that night. So I just lounged around the house, channel surfing for what seemed like hours. I knew I should've done my homework, but I really didn't want to. I did organize my folders though so that was good. Finally as I was watching The Last Samurai Maile called to see if I needed a ride so I told her if my dad didn't let me she could. So I called dad, but he didn't answer his cell phone and finally after four calls he called me back. I could drive, but I had to fill it up with gas - DAMNIT!

So I put some clothes on and went to 7Eleven. It was so cold and I park less than a foot away from the pump, that didn't even help with the wind. So I put $30 in the tank and I took out $50 from the ATM. I got to Maile's house and then we left for Christina's. Of course we talked about why we were actually TPing her house. I got to Christina's house seconds before Jessica did. We got there and just talked for awhile, it was great. I had some korean food - it was so good too! Christina told me something about Wes's mom, that she asked to talk to her parents - she asked if they had alcohol in the house - and it was weird because she never did that for me. Anyway we made a xanga and left these funny ass messages on Kerenza's, Andrew's and Sarah's, it was the funniest thing. As Christina was playing her piano I was trying to win solitare (which I did once the whole night) and we talked. 10:30 came around and they made me call my dad to see how long I could stay out, only 30 extra minutes. So we left like 5 minutes later to go to Kerenza's house, Jessica was so prepared I swear if we were going into war I'd want her on my side.

Ok so we get there and we're driving around for a good 5 minutes just looking for the house and we see it, Maile wasn't kidding there was a HUGE FUCKING WINDOW right in the front of the house. So we ended up not doing it because it was so early. Christina said that her and Jessica were going to go back and do it themselves so I'll have to ask on monday if they did it or not.

I drove Maile home and on the way out of her neighborhood there was this ice patch that caused me to fish tale while going arcross the street. Scared the shit out of me, I got home at 11:15 that night and didn't get to sleep until around 1AM. I was watching this program on "nature's vampires" and I was watching the part on leeches, it was so gross. This lady had one on her eye and in her nose! I had to change the channel on that one.

I woke up to the smell of bleach and the sound of doors slamming. Could they try to not slam doors? I finally got out of my room to go eat something for breakfast, a bagel with cream cheese and jam - yum! Then I brushed my teeth and took a shower at noon, I'm really lazy on the weekends.

Because I wasn't going anywhere I just threw on my marching garb, plaid shorts with a t-shirt. One of dad's friends came over and then Erika left so dad was back in his room and Mateo was constantly barking so I went into the living room, he was barking at dad's friend - he looked scared too. Mateo is such a weird dog, but he works to keep people scared.

Alex came over after mom came home with her purchases from Wal-Mart. I was on the computer and Erika wants to kick me off, I had just gotten on too! She wanted me to drive up to 7eleven just to get her AA batteries - NO! Ok so before I get off I read a message Ricky left me, something along the lines of: you're making yourself seem pathetic, babe. You seem like you love him. Ok what the fuck? Pathetic? Just because I miss one of my friends, no my BEST friend? Yes I do love him, I love all my friends, but Ricky you wouldn't understand that because you could care less about whether or not you had friends, huh? Plus I hate that "babe" and "chica" thing, it's so annoying, worse than Erika's laugh. I was so irritated that I just cleaned and that felt good.

After I cleaned I got online and just ventted through an away message. I could care less what Ricky thinks of me now because I'm tired of him telling me that I seem this or that, I'm just a kid. I watched tv for awhile then I ate dinner and me, mom and Erika reminisced about German food. So I decided that the summer after I graduate highschool I'm going back to Germany.

I was online and talked to Maile and she said that after she did her homework we'd go to Braum's. Well I did most of my english assignment when dad knocks on my door - like he's going to bust it down - he's like, "Didn't you hear the phone ring?" I told him it rang once and Erika always picks it up on the first ring and he got all irritated with me he wanted to know what movies I had - he had even called my cell phone. Do you see how technology is making America lazy?

Maile called at like 8 and I asked dad if I could go, he said I could. I had to be back before 9PM. I got there right before Maile did, a lot of people were there so we couldn't talk to David. We talked about Ricky, school and Jared. I love talking to Maile because we help eachother out over good food - we just had dessert this time. Although we both don't need the food, maybe we could become workout buddies next year? That would be cool.

Why is it whenever I'm on a time crunch I have to drive behind the slowest person on the road? 50MPH zone these people in front of me are doing 40, why? I got home with 6 minutes to spare! I was so happy. I read my messages then I started typing in here. As of now I'm talking to Misty and she's mad that Sally kicked her out of the room (band trip).

Brandi, I really don't hate you, but I feel like I burden because you go to VOTECH after 3rd hour. Plus having my lunches switched has just messed up my whole line of thinking, you know? I don't know, but we could still go out for our hour lunches, right? I LOVE YOU GIRLIE! Haha, "sho be do be doo..."

It's a quarter 'til and I still have to model a poem and finish a bit of reading. Tomorrow I will talk to Mr. Flemming about changing to his fourth hour class. **crosses fingers** "PLEASE LET THIS WORK, PLEASE LET THIS WORK!"

Theresa

P.s I don't eat or drink because I'm emotional, I drink mug root beer only when I miss you most.

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