urban glitz

It's not me, it's them
...written on February 08, 2005, @ 19:16

Seriously, these people are idiots

Just as I was comfortable and so close to falling asleep my cell phone started to ring. It was charging so I ripped it out of the wall and hung up the phone, before I did I saw that it was Ricky calling me. It's nice that he's calling me, but so late? I'm sorry, but I need my sleep.

I woke up and wasn't as tired as I thought I was. My eyes were all puffy from crying yesterday, but I was ok. I heard Erika's alarm go off and she never got up. I didn't really care, but when it came to 7:10 I turned on my music and I guess that woke her up because she was in the shower. Jane came home right before I left and I saw $10 on the counter so I took it. I didn't care if it wasn't for me and I didn't care if Jane was mad at the fact that I "left" Erika.

I really hate walking all the way down to the band room because it's so freaking far away. Well as I'm walking down there I see Jarrett and Amy walking together, it's all normal until I see their hand intertwind. They're going out. I shouldn't make a big deal about it, but I'm glad that him and Megan aren't going out because they were SICK people. All of them are the people that made other coin the term "band kids". Megan was all crying and stuff, ok it's NOT the end of the world girl.

Found out today that our anatomy test is on friday and I'm a pissed of about that. She told us that the damn test would be on monday and that would've given me the whole damn weekend to study. Then she assigned us color plates and a name the structure and function worksheet. Sometimes I just don't like her. Then Ryan is going to get all huffy because Mrs. Berg wouldn't let her sleep in class, well hello it's CLASS! I hope she fails the test too.

For some reason I'm really into history now. I guess it's because that class makes me feel really smart. Then again, I always liked history. Soon I'm going to go buy or check out Mein Kampf because I'm really interested in it. We watched a video on the Holocust today and it was really sad because once these people were liberated and were able to eat they died because their bodies weren't used to food. How sucky is that?

We're watching Girl Interrupted and it seems like a good movie only Tiffany is always saying the lines and so it's really annoying. We have to fill out this symptom/diagnosis and right/wrong chart. It's pretty easy, but you get lost in the movie and don't want to do the work.

English was a project day and we really didn't do anything. Me and Amanda helped Hoi pick out pictures for the poster and find a quote. We found a nice one from Ghandi. I still need to finish my stupid essay portion, but I have writer's block, I always think of something good and when I write it down it looks like shit.

I'm really starting to hate math, Jessica is the only one in that class taht I can stand. Today it was Tyler, he was just being a jerk because he doesn't know how to do his work. I just really wanted to fight him. Jessica was telling me how people were saying that he's gay and that he's a punk. That's funny seeing as he's one who's against gayness. Hm...hidding something are we?

I think I'm starting to get motion sickness. Everytime I ride the bus I start to feel like any second I could puke. I guess I didn't notice it earlier because I always talked to Wes. That's so weird and gay. I get home and no one else is home. After I get out of the bathroom Erika arrives home. I get started on my homework. I finished most of it and half of my laundry.

Jane came home, but then left again. She put Erika in charge of cooking food. I guess I'm not good enough for her. While starting listlessly at notepad I started talking to my mom. I told her I wanted to read Mein Kampf and she's like, "Good for you." because she believes that it will help me understand history better. So we think that I'll be going to look at cars sunday. I hope that it's just me and my dad because I don't want Jane there, she gets on my nerves.

I should go eat because I need to see what I'm going to do about this damn essay that I can't write. I don't want to let my group down, but DAMN I hate writting. Maybe Ricky will call me again tonight and leave a voice mail? Or call early enough to where I can answer?

To YA-YA: Jarrett and Megan are so stupid, seriously I didn't like them before, but now I hate them. Come on now, how are you going to threaten someone over the computer? I hate that stuff. Do you want me and Jessica to buy her something?? Hehehe.

Theresa

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