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Maybe it's not a good idea
...written on February 11, 2005, @ 16:44

...but I did it anyway

So much, but so little has happened since I last updated. I was going to update yesterday, but I had all this homework just as the night before. This is why I hate school, yet I like it because it gives me something to do other than sit at this computer and be lame.

Ok let's see, the night I wrote my last entry Ricky called, but I missed it because I was on here typing in my diary. Then right after Law&Order: SVU ended my cell rang and it was Maile, she had gotten into an accident while driving back to school from lunch. It sucked because she's been in so many that she's starting to get a little scared to be in a car now. I feel bad for her, but luckily no one was seriously hurt and the car wasn't totalled.

Yesterday was ok, Mr. Smith was kind of mad at us (as a whole band) because we weren't doing everything with enthusiasim. Ok, what do you expect we're all tired and it's freaking early. Oh well we actually did pretty good the third time we ran the music. I think that Jourdan is going to challenge Megan because Megan sucks so much. She actually stopped playing at a time when we really needed her, not like she's that good. Jessica even saw it.

I got really good on my structure worksheet - 67/68. And I finished my color plates in class, yes! We watched Tora! Tora! Tora! in History today and I'm actually getting into history now, I think it's because now I don't have someone sitting next to me saying, "Theresa, why aren't you talking to me?" I don't need that. We finished up Girl Interrupted in the psychology.

Lunch was cool because I had it with Ashley and Ashley. I hadn't really talked with them because I don't have any classes with either of them. Amanda made our shirts and they looked really cool so I want to learn how she made it and I want to make our section shirts like that. Take a picture of Mr. Ortega and Mr. Smith and put them on the shirt, haha that would be great. Our Huck Finn group went and we did pretty well, but we had to hurry because class was so close to being over.

Since Mrs. Schwarz wasn't there I supervised everyone looking at Jessica's tests for answers. Garrett and I basically talked and it was cool because we were so divided. He always talked to Kacia and I don't like her so I don't want to talk to her. I told Kayla that and she just laughed at me. What can I say? If I don't like you I'm not going to want to talk to you.

I got home and just watched tv. I didn't even study because I didn't feel like it, I was too tired to do anything. I did my homework and I knew I should've studied, but I just couldn't. My parents went to play a soccer game and didn't get home until 11PM, I watched Family Guy then I went to sleep.

Today was another day, except I dreded going to school because I had all these tests that I didn't study for. I left the house and my parents were home and so was Erika, still. I could care less if she rode the bus anymore and if I leave her at home and not tell her I'm leaving because I leave at the SAME time everyday.

Since Jessica wasn't going to be here during the day because she wanted to go to this craft thing with her mom and get NHS points for doing stuff the the jr. high swim teams she came to meet me after she took her brother to school so we could send Garrett and singing gram. It was so funny, we put a mixture of our middles names, so it reads FROM: Marie Lynn. He knows are middle names so he should know who it's from, I guess?

My anatomy test was so freaking hard today, it was over the eye and I was so mad. If I had gotten the ear I think I would've dominated. I think I made a C on this test, but that's just me, I could've done worse. I'll have to wait and see on monday, we get progress reports monday too.

We did enrollment today in history class, and I found out that I don't have to redo World History (9th grade history) and that I have 39 credits and I need 46. Ha, I'm so freaking close. I know what classes I want to take: Band, photography (first semester, then advanced photography second semester), Calculus AB, AP english IV, American History (Government) and some science. I'm debating on Chemistry or Physics, so I'll ask Mrs. Berg monday and she what she thinks.

We finished Girl Interrupted today. And turned in our papers that we had to do, I didn't really do it, but I tried. Found out that Addison has the OBA performances on DVD so I'm going to see if he can burn that for me. I got the Cole's video today. For some reason Addison loves the lamp that is next to the couch. We learned some other disorders, then as we were leaving class Addison used my phone to order chinese food.

Lunch was pretty cool because we had an hour long lunch so Jamee, Ashley, Ashely and I just sat and talked most of the time. It was great because they told us stories about their ski trip and Areli joined us with her newly cut hair, thanks to Dijana.

English class was empty and so Briteny and I were like, "Oh I wonder if we could watch our band tape?" But alas, we couldn't because we had to read something out of the book. I missed three on my vocab test! Math, we took a test all hour and I think I did really good, I had to sit by Garrett because there was no Jessica.

As soon as I got home I watched the band video, last year's was way better because are performances were actually shown. But I liked the begining because there were like snap shots and reels from games and practices. There were a few of Wes, I think I forgot how he looked, but once I saw him my heart broke a little, I miss him. But then I saw the "Thank You Seniors" thing and almost cried, I will really miss our seniors. Jessica, Garrett, David, Addison...no!

Erika just left, thank god! One of her little friends came and got her. I don't know who her friend was because I didn't look at her when she came into the room. While walking through the hallways and I see Erika I just want to check her into the lockers and scream, "FUCK YOU BITCH!" But I don't, I just keep walking. I hate it when people think they're so cool that they can stop in the middle of the hallway and just stand there while you're trying to go to class, or they walk slower than a 90-year-old grandma. I just kind of plow into those people, why should I be nice to them? If I get dirty looks or evil words I could give a fuck, move your ass this is the autobann of walking space.

I'm talking to Christina and her fish are sick. OH NO! I haven't seen her fish, but I love them like they were my own. She got some medicine so I think that they'll be fine, pray for them! I e-mailed Wes and I think that was sort of a bad thing to do because I have my diary link on my profile and he can see my profile and something he said made me wonder if he reads it. If he read this I don't think we could be friends, I wouldn't be able to talk to him out of shame. Seriously, I would just die. I guess I'll take the link off of my profile...Read Ricky's diary and he posted a lot of poetry. I hope things are good with him. I IMed him to tell him I was sorry for missing his calls and he wanted to take me out to dinner. So I think we might meet up on sunday, I feel bad that he wants to "take me out to dinner", this is the time he should spend with his family and Karla. But how do I tell him this without him going, "Fine, you don't want to be around me. I see how it is." He was already mad at me because I didn't go out with him when he asked me, it was a school night!

Anyway I'm outro, I need to go feed the dogs, maybe I'll go out and get me some ice cream. All I know is I'm going to sleep early and after I take the test I'm coming home to sleep.

Hoping you don't have the link to my soul, because what is in here might scare you away from me...

Theresa

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