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My baby...
...written on February 24, 2005, @ 21:11

...he's growing up so fast!

I've had things for me to write down flying through my head the past few days. I wanted to write them down so badly yesterday, but I had to make up for the two chapters I hadn't read on tuesday. It wasn't so bad because I really like the book, the father along I get the funnier some of the things said seem to be.

Ok so for the past couple of days Mr. Smith has been, uh a freaking tyrant. But I can understand because he wants us to do good at contest - even though it's in like 2 MONTHS. I really want to get a sweepstakes this year, it'll be a good memory to have with Jessica and Garrett in. I got fed up with Megan and her not playing so I was like, "Megan, you need to play." It wasn't so much an attitude as it was stern, I could careless if she thinks I'm a bitch, but I said what I had to say without saying it behind anyone's back.

I'm caught up with everything in anatomy, actually I colored my heart yesterday so I was ahead of everyone. I missed only TWO on my worksheet! And I missed two on my artery color plate, sometimes I swear she tells people wrong answers. Oh well, my plasma color plate was late, but it wasn't my fault. Oh well, I was only docked 5 points. I have to review my notes really well this time because we're having a HUGE test that's worth more than our usual 200 points, it involves chapters 18-21.

History is easier because our worksheets aren't as long as they were last chapter. I even finished one in class today while I was watching a movie! I'm so good at multitasking. Psychology is starting to get into the creepy parts now - I guess you can call it that? - because we're talking about dissociative disorders, like D.I.D, Dissociative Identity Disorder. That is like the creepiest one to have, say a kid has been severely sexually abused when they were younger and as they grow up they develop multipul identities each with they're own facial expressions, handwritting, voice and personality - there are more than two identities, mind you. How creepy is that? Oh yeah, Kyle is going to Ireland with a few of his friends as their "senior trip", how cool is that? I really really really want to go!! I was talking about Irish people and Addison is like, "I'm very offended." Why? I LOVE me some Irish guys, I guess that's why I like James?

Today at lunch I tried to find out what Garrett's license plate number was so I asked Andrew. He didn't know, what kind of friend is he?! I know Jessica's, but that's only because I had to memorize it for her. Sarah was all trying to be buddy buddy with me, I was being nice to her, but geeze I think you know I don't like you. So I asked Ross about it and he told me where Garrett always parks. SCORE!

English, blah. Found out that Daniel hates me, you know when someone says something that just makes you feel like everyone feels the same, it makes you want to curl up and die. So I was a little subdued and Joel noticed it and he came over to my desk and was stroking my hand saying, "Tell me what's wrong?" It made me laugh, but it didn't make me feel any better. We wrote quotes on the board from the book we're reading and as I was talking to Abilgail Tung came over and gave me chalk to write on the board, weird how he picked me to give the chalk to...

I made a 42/50 on my math quiz, not bad. But I didn't know how to do a problem so I winged it. Next time I'll do a lot better. Talked to Garrett about his car - Jessica and I are going to "vandalize" it tomorrow morning because it's his birthday! - and if he would mind if we wrote on it. He said "no", how cool is that? I might have to clean it off later on, but I get to write on his car! We talked about Project Runway and I didn't know he watched that? He told me about the finale because I was forgot about it doing my stupid anatomy.

Found out today that Jubal thinks I hate everyone and everything. Ok I really don't. Nana wanted to sit with me and I told her there was a seat right in front of me, the same seat only it wasn't RIGHT next to her friend. Yeah, I could've let her sit there, but I didn't want to sit with anyone. Jubal was like, "Well that was rude." I turned around and just asked him, plain and simple why he thought I was rude. I guess he didn't expect me to say anything because he had no answer. He thought that I wanted him to apologize, but I didn't I just wanted to know why he thought those things about me. Finally he said, "I'm sorry I jugded you." I turned around, but I couldn't help thinking why people think that about me.

I got home and did my work. I didn't have too much of it. My mom called right when I was putting up my clarinet, they got the card I sent. My mom wasn't expecting that much money on the card for my sister, but I figure why not? I only see her ever so often and I wanted her to get whatever she wanted. Storm was very happy about it so I knew that it was great. Plus she got to open a present before her birthday.

Jane got home and she was like, "So the dogs don't have any food?" NO I TOLD YOU YESTERDAY! She she left and didn't get back until like an hour later, I read my required chapters for english in the mean time. When she got home I fed them and while I was in my room watching tv I heard her telling dad that she HAD to go get dog food so she didn't eat, no one told her. WHAT THE FUCK?! I hate that.

Talked to Shelly, she got a new screen name. You know, no matter how much I feel like shit when I talk to them nothing else seems bad. They're really great friends. I saw Christina on and I was hoping to tell her about the mayhem tomorrow, but she got off. Oh well, I hope to talk to her soon. People have asked about Wes and all I can say is that I haven't talked to him and I'm "ok". I'm not. I'm hurt, he told me that he wouldn't stop talking to me. I TOLD him that if he knew he would do it that he should tell me before he left so it wouldn't hurt me. Will he call me again? Does he still talk to Christina? Things I wonder, but I never really ask anyone.

Don't talk to Ricky much anymore, understandable. I mean he's got this new girl to talk to. No biggie, sometimes I'm not sure about our friendship. Not like I hate him or anything, but it's like he only talks to me at certain times. Maybe that's just me, or maybe that does happen, who knows? I don't know anymore and I hate that feeling.

So yeah if you pray to any God pray for Maile and her family. Her dad had a heart attack and her mom has kidney stones. I feel so bad for her because she's just had a car wreck and her ex-boyfriend's mom has just had a heart attack and now she's confused about Jared and Allan. Maile, I love you and I'm hear, if you need to go to Braum's for some "happy apples" and free root beer floats you know my number.

nothing smart today
Theresa

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