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I knew it
...written on March 01, 2005, @ 19:29

My parents never get me anything, why should this be any different?

Ok I'm going to start off with the fact that this whole "getting a car thing" has put un-needed stress on me, why should buying a car be this stressful? And people giving me "advice" on how I should work for it is not what I need. If you could READ you'll know that "sacrificing" band would do not a fucking thing because MY DAD WON'T LET ME GET A FUCKING JOB!! I'm pretty sure that my english is good enough and I think I spelled that out pretty well in my last entry, but I guess I must elaborate on it. Here goes: Band is a class, you do get a grade for it, but you also have to go to practices and contests. Yes it does take up some time like 2 hours monday, tuesday, 3 hours thursday, 7 hours friday and some hours on saturdays. But if I didn't do band I would be taking another class, I'd still have homework that I had to do and no telling how much I would have from AP english and AP calculus. And on top of that my dad WILL NOT LET ME GET A JOB. As a matter of fact, he told me that today. So you know what Ricky, I'm sorry, but your little "advice" is wrong. You think giving up band is going to let me get a job? Ha, the only way I'd get a job would be if I didn't go to school for the WHOLE FREAKING DAY.

I had that sectional today, it wasn't so bad, the only person missing was Brian. We worked on the fourth movement, but didn't tackle the runs that I think we should've worked on. After we finished it I had to go to my locker, then go pay for my AP test. I'm NEVER walking through those halls after 8am. People stand in the middle of the hall or walk slower than my grandma, it's so annoying. Band was alright today, we got a new percussionist. Why do we always have to get the "leftovers"? I mean this guy is new, he could beat Jubal, but if he DOES then we'll acquire the last chair from wind ensemble.

I finished my notes and my coloring in anatomy. I'm no where NEAR finished my color plates, but I've done the two that I wanted to do. History, I finished section three right before we got section four. While I was doing my crypta quote this guy who sits next to me was just looking over my shoulder to see my answer. Hello all you have to do if fill in the corrosponding letters, not that hard. We watched yet another movie over D.I.D today, Addison wasn't in class today and it felt empty. His witty comments were missed...

They had feet painting a lunch today, how gross is that? I hate feet. Well they had tots and Jamee grabbed the bag I wanted and I was like, "Man Jamee you suck." and right after she said, "Shut up." she dropped the bag on the floor. I was cracking up so bad, Jamee was like, "SHUT UP!" Man was that funny. See I told you I'd write about Jamee.

We got our timed writes back today and I made a FIVE ON IT, IMPROVEMENT!! I was so happy about that score, you just don't know, I usually made three's. Me and Abigail found out that Daniel and Melissa were going out, Abby was a little bit mad about it. I think she really liked Daniel. Billy and I have become kind of close. I'm happy about that because he's really funny and smart. He helped me with my grammar packet today, but I helped him too. Tomorrow we get our tests back, it was over the whole book, and I want to see if I beat Long and if he failed.

Garrett wasn't there in math today. I miss him, not just because he makes me feel smart and because he helps me with my english, but because it's Garrett. I'm hoping it has nothing to do with his mom, but you never know. I should call him, but I don't want to find out that his mom IS really sick. Jessica and I finished our worksheet in class today, she was mad she didn't have any homework because she was home alone tonight, Brink contest.

I get home and I get on the computer. My mom sent me e-mails that had been between her and my dad. My mom said some really great things about me, but it's not going to help. My dad wants her to pay for half of my car. I'm irritated about it because it's not like we're poor and she sends nearly $500 for me every MONTH. Come on now, if that's not help then I don't know what is. She called me and we talked about it, I told her not to worry because if it had to cause shit like this I don't need a car. Dad came home and eventually came in my room to talk to me. He was like, "Well I guess we'll have to postpone you getting a car." I think he really is going to Iraq, I don't know how I feel about that either. After he left I just sat there and realized that anything I've ever asked for I had to buy myself so I'm thinking I'm going to get a car when I'm 21 or something. Whatever, that's why we have public transportation. But I don't want to hear my dad complaining about taking to and from practice anymore, it's not my fault. He even told me I couldn't get a job because of my work load, I think I could to pretty well, work on the weekends, but then it's like he always goes somewhere and "They have crazy work schedules." I'm not going to worry about getting a car anymore, I threw away all the used car magazines I was given and the cars I printed out.

I have to study for the huge anatomy test this week. I guess I'll study chapter by chapter during the week and then review all of it during the weekend because I don't have shit else to do.

swamped with studying,
Theresa

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