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Theresa Reeves. 17 year old junior at Westmoore High School. In the Marching Band. Made 5th place at OBA with Gazebo Dances, our Symphonic Band made SWEEPSTAKES. Loves music - emo, adult alternative, R&B and jazz. Percussionist in training.
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I needed it
...written on March 14, 2005, @ 17:43
A change, that I like
As you can see I changed my layout to an "Urban Glitz". Yesterday I had it with the geisha pictures, but I didn't like it at all. So I got on the computer and found these city ones, I thought that it embodied what I've been feeling, like I want to leave. It took me some time to actually change the entry layout because I messed it up and the picture was at the top and the text was at the bottom. Hope everyone likes it, I have new music also, Death Cab for Cutie - Title and Registriation.
I was going to wait a bit to write in here, but I HAD to get away from the crappy music that Erika was playing. She plays it so loud that my ear drum actually hurts. And my parents don't tell her to turn down her music, but when I would play my music that loud they would tell me too.
Nothing much accomplished today except for my new layout. I woke up to the sound of Erika on the phone. I didn't want to get up though. I'm so lazy when it comes to not going to school. I got up and ate some food, then took my shower. I'm thinking of getting that Zest soap because I like the "Irish Spring" smell it has. I need to go to Wal-Mart and get some things. I'm debating on when I should dye my hair. The red has been washed out/grown out and now I want that purpleish/redish color in. It's not the "standard" blonde, but it's not the "dull" brown/black hair of mine, it's something new.
Got to watch Secret Window today, I love that movie because it's really close to the book. Plus who could deny Johnny Depp?! If I met a guy who looked like Johnny Depp did at the end of Secret Window - when he's in the store with braces - he wouldn't be single for long. I love the hair mostly, I have a thing for hair - I can't help it.
Erika cooked and left the oven light, kitchen light and stove light on. I passed by all of them and I didn't touch them. I'm tired of cleaning up after her. The only way I'm cleaning up after her is the bathroom. If I didn't, I would I have to go to school a dirty, dirty kid. She left dishes in the sink too, my parents didn't say anything either. What's up wtih that?
I'm thinking that Erika is leaving tomorrow to fly to Texas. If that is so, then YES! Because I don't like being around her, she's a bad person. Yeah she is my "sister", but would you like to talk to someone who's like her? Didn't think so. She doesn't brush her teeth for crying out loud! That's REALLY gross.
Last night Maile and I went out. Saw David at his job because we went there for ice cream, we're going to have to start going later because I hate all the people there while we're there. We chatted about Jared and a few other things. We left and stalked a little bit. Then we really got into the Jared thing. She was wanting to know if she should dump him, I asked her if the few good times were worth all the bad times. They weren't. We went to her house and watched tv with her Mom. Then we talked about Becky and her non-virgin anus. It had me laughing. She took me home with time to spare and on the way to my house she called Jared and, ended it. She felt better after doing it so we knew it was a good decision. We pulled up to my house and Erika was sitting in the car with some dude in front of our house. Why? I hate when she does that. You might as well better be having sex on your parent's bed. That's just my thoughts on that.
I can't get the call from Erik out of my head. I want to call him, why I don't know, but I do. BUT I don't want to because I'll have the feeling of desperation that I get calling any guy, when I call a guy I feel like they think I'm a desperate girl. Maile thinks I should call him, I don't have anything to talk to him about. I just want to know why he called me in the first place. Isaac thinks he was drunk or something, or because my number was in Erik's cell. Good reasons, but they both don't help my esteem any.
An example of how much my dad loves me, I told him I needed a tuner yesterday and today he comes home - he didn't get me one. I really need one. I'm not a band freek, it's just I need one so I can sound good and not get yelled at for sounding like shit when we go back to school monday.
I'm needed to add some music to another diary so I'll type later.
Theresa