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Total Bitch
...written on April 11, 2005, @ 15:29

I knew there was a reason I didn't like her...

Yes I said it, vagina is a dirty word. How many people do you know who actually say that word in high school conversation? NONE! They always say, "Pussy". Which I would rather deal with that personally.

Anyway on to the main attraction. Megan is deciding to talk shit about Maile on her xanga. (One reason I'm so glad I have this because idiotic people like her would be leaving hate comments on mine.) She's saying that guys only like her because she's got big boobs and an ass, well personally I think Megan is a little jealous because she's like a plank, no tits or ass. I don't know why it gets to me so, but I just want to go up to her and say, "Look here you fucking bitch..." and go off on her. I guess it's because I don't like people fucking with my friends like that, especially after Maile has done so much for her.

Moving on to other things. I got to talk to Christina for about an hour and a half. It was cool because we just talked and talked. I hadn't really talked to her in forever. She's coming back in May so she can see Jessica and Addison graduate. She wants me to ditch so I can sit with her, but if Ortega or Smith caught me, it would be the end of my "band career".

I didn't come out of my room this whole weekend. I had nothing to say to my parents so why go out? We have no food and it wasn't like they saved me any. Erika was gone, but her stupid little friends would call. I HATE her and her friends. I just want to vent about her, if you don't want to read what I'm about to write about her then scan this until it's finished: I hate the fact that all she does to the bathroom is dirty it up - she can't even flush the fucking toilet after herself!, she doesn't brush her teeth, she sounds like a smoker of 25 years with that damned cough, she thinks she looks hot when she really looks prego, my parents easily let whatever she does slide, she just lays around the house and doesn't do anything except talk on the phone, when I'm on the phone she picks it up every five FUCKING minutes to see if I'm off or not - I WILL FUCKING TELL YOU WHEN I'M FINISHED!, she's the most two-faced person I've ever met in my whole entire life and she uses her illness to get things, how sick is that? I'm done I'll only write about her in here if she does something that really pisses me off. And I don't give a flying fuck if anyone thinks that I should "suck it up" because "got gave me this family", you're not me and you don't know all that I've gone through and will continue to go through. My dad got pissed at me because I was in my room this whole weekend, he brust into my room saying, "Damn I know you don't like us." I had to bite my tounge from saying, "Ah, very preceptive." Most of the time I was doing homework, but things felt better for me laying down on my bed.

I went to sleep early last night and I woke up not as tired as usual. I was pretty happy. I was running a bit late because there was nothing to eat for breakfast. My parents got themselves milk, but not me, hm fuck you? Anyway I get out the door and I'm damn near marching season spriting to the bus stop and the bus is late because we had a temporary bus driver.

I get to band and Ryan is like, "What's wrong?" I guess I'm not a happy morning person? I think it's because I have to ride the bus with Erika and I really HATE her (not even a lie) so it just fucks up my whole day. I had to do the solo part on the second movement and Mr. Smith was like, "play with a better sound!" Man it was frustrating knowing that I can do better, but at that moment I didn't sound too good. I stuck it out and the 3rd time we played through it I actually thought I sounded pretty good. Mr. Smith made another cut so it was Mary, Jessica, Jourdan and me playing on the 4th movement 3/4 of the time. Oh well, it sounded better I think.

Mrs. Berg pissed off the whole class today going, "Well y'all knew about this for awhile." Ok fuck you because five days was not enough time to expose and identify 50 structures. The only day we can do the circulation is wednesday so I get to do mine on thursday, but I can't do the male reproductive system because we have a female and I can't do the thyroid gland because we don't have one! I really think she's a bad teacher.

We had an open book quiz today in history and I just answered the questions without the book. Ian was making fun of me because after anatomy we see each other in the hallways and he's always like, "THERESA!" He's so funny, him and John. So yeah our cardboard box smelled of skunk and it was NOT pleasent. But on a good note I finished my english in that class.

Psychology is always fun. Addison again decided to draw and I had to take notes so he could review them before our test. I like watching people draw, to see a line take shape, it's cool. He turned my "hi" into a face, it was awesome. He showed me some pictures in an art book and he showed me them from his prospective, they took on a whole knew look that way. I got some questions right today and Tiffany was like, "Man did you take smart pills or what?" No, I'm NATURALLY smart! Victoria was asking anyone if they had a history book and I was sitting there doing history, I just gave her my "you're an idiot" look.

I figured it was going to be a bad day, but I didn't know it was going to be THAT bad. I buy so pizza and I went into the other line to get me some chips and as I grab my chips my plate with the pizza knicks the counter and my pizza flys off! I was like, "NOOO! DID YOU GUYS SEE THAT?!" Man it was so crappy, but then again I wasn't sure if I wanted it or not because my stomach wasn't being a happy camper. So yeah I laughed, but I was kind of pissed, my pizza didn't want to be eaten today.

English was cool. I realized that people do love me. Amanda told me that my solo part sounded really good, yes finally good criticism! And while we were watching The Great Gatsby my phone went off because CHRISTINA decided to call me and leave me a message so the whole class was coughing to cover up the fact that my phone was ringing. So yeah everyone loves me!

There was a quiz that we had to take in math today. I really don't think I did well on it, I made a 39/50 on the last one and I was mad, Garrett beat me by a point! Anyway Jessica was like, "We should have our own senior trip." (even though I'm a junior) She wants to go to Six Flags in Texas. Garrett said he'd go, but then he's like, "Naw I'm going to Chicago with my family." But we'll see what happenes, I hope Christina can go with us! After that Garrett and I had a little ART WAR and he made me look fat, so I drew is Nazi girlfriend and him bowing down. Funny stuff.

Found out that Jamel and Kiea aren't friends anymore. She thinks that Jamel was talking shit about one of her friends so she got all in his face. See, that's why you don't become friends with black people because they spread it to everyone. So just about all the black people at our school hate him. He was like, "I do not care, I have better things to worry about. Like graduating high school." Props to him because he's not letting this childishness get to him.

I HAVE to go dress shopping this weekend and I hope Maile can go with me, but if not it's fine. Not sure where I can go, but I'm going somewhere. I guess I'll go to Target or Kohl's to get me some shoes. I guess I'll look while we're at Quail Springs wednesday.

Comments are cool, leave me some.

Theresa

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