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A good day until...
...written on April 15, 2005, @ 20:45

I just had to fuck it up with my big mouth

Ok so I did end up calling Wes, but Kaylee answered and told me that he wouldn't be home until 9PM and I was already tired so I didn't ask her to tell him to call me back. I thought to myself, "I'll call him sometime next week and we'll see."

The wind ensemble didn't make a sweepstakes, they made a 1 2 3 on stage and a 1 2 2 in sight reading so they basically made straight 2's. I felt bad because I knew how hard they worked, all those early morning practices, but yet I was happy to show them that just because we're not in there with them we can still make a sweepstakes.

Maile drove over to my house to get an anatomy paper to copy. We sat there for about 45 minutes or so just talking. We hadn't seen each other in almost two days, there was quite a bit we could've talked about. She told me that Becky's mom heard that the judge that gave them a 3 had gotten lost and because of that he gave them a 3. She also told me that when Garrett did his solo she thought that I would've loved to have been there - which was so true - and that he played it perfectly. We planned on going to get my dress and studying for the weekend.

Earlier, I was online and someone IMed me it was CannibleKevin2B and I was like, "I don't know a Kevin." And I found out it was Addison! It was strange that he'd want my screen name because I thought he would think I was annoying or something. We chatted for about 2 hours or so before I decided to get off and review some anatomy.

Today we just sat in the band room and people had to raise their hands if they wanted to be on the ballot for band council. Jessica told me that I should be Senior Rep. so I raised my hand as well as Jarrett Freeman and Maile. There can be two senior reps so Maile is pretty confident that it'll be me and her. I told her that things could change and we might not be. I'm also going to leave my name on the ballot for Band Queen. I know a few people who'd vote for me.

I wasn't as confident as I would've been had I not been gone wednesday, but the diagram that Stacey McCurdy made helped me out a lot. I didn't leave anything blank and I think I answered them all right. The only thing I hated about that test was the fact that the cats in there reeked! It was bad, I think it was because their intestines were opened, but it just smelled like decaying flesh or something.

I went to History for about three minutes then I had to go to the senior enrollment for the AP test because I didn't want to miss my lab test. It was cool, I got to sit next to Sharup. We were just laughing the whole time and I was surprised that Mrs. Howe didn't go postal on us. I went back to history with like five minutes left and Ian and Will weren't even copying down the stuff from the video. Ian was like, "I can't work if you're not here, it's just wrong." But Benji let me borrow his paper so I could copy the answers from him. I have to look out for the boys in my corner.

Psychology was boring. We're watching a movie called the Snake Pit. We have to list this lady's symptoms, diagnosis, treatments and whether or not the treatments worked. I passed a note back and forth with Tiffany about Addison. He thinks no one likes him and I'm pretty sure there are some girls out there dying to get with a red headed tuba player who knows so much about films and plans to become a lawyer. I asked Tiffany if she thought Eisham liked him (we told her that Addison liked her this morning and she didn't believe us) and she said she didn't know. He's a really great guy and I wouldn't see why no one would. Tiffany thinks the same way.

After lunch I saw Kevin (Hey what do you know, I do know a Kevin) and just stared. He's so cute. Then while walking through the halls I saw Will in his SHORT SHORTS and he winked at me. He's so crazy, I hope he's in my math class next year.

English was good even though I missed 8 on my vocab test. I walk in there and see that people wrote crap about Danh (said Yen) on the chalkboard. I was over looking at the houses on the wall and Tung comes in and I said, "I don't like the emo hair do on you." He was like, "Hey, that's mean." He walked over to me and I put my hand up and he's like, "Hand hug." It was so funny. So I walk over to give Mrs. Crook my work and we give eachother a hand hug. I finished my cottage, but I didn't get to color it because I didn't have time to. Oh well it's cool because in the attic I have a tube and a projector.

I don't know what was up with Garrett, but today he was on drugs or something. He didn't want to do anything but talk talk talk. Jessica was like, "Shut up I'm doing my work." And we got into why Garrett doesn't like me and it was because he can't see himself kissing me. What?! I thought about it and I was like, "Blah, that is kind of weird." But we had fun anyway. He was being really touchy touchy feely feely so I "rubbed his tummy", which he HATES. Great times. He kept telling me that I'd miss him next year and he's right because I will. Earlier that morning I went into Flemming's to make up a test, which took me a minute, and Garrett asked me to find his ID. As I'm walking out of the class he's like, "Yeah Theresa's my secretary." HA!

I got home and dad was out doing yard work. What a weird one, he could've done that earlier. So I put my stuff in my room and I decided to go check my e-mail and I saw I got some in my yahoo account. I thought it was just SPAM, but it wasn't. There were two e-mails from Wes in my inbox. One of them was a video and the other was full of pictures. The title for the pictures was: "Hey I have a story to tell you." So I read the one sentence story and looked at the pictures, I was mortified. The sentence said that he ran off the road and rolled four times. FOUR TIMES! I looked at the pictures and my heart just fell to my stomach. How could that happen? I looked at the other one and it was a video of him, it couldn't have been more than 2 minutes long. It was him saying hi and that he's sorry that he hasn't called, but he'd talk to me later. You know how in movies people see something and start smiling, then laughing and end up crying? Yeah, well that happened to me. I haven't seen him in like 6 months and he's still my best friend, so I had to have a little water works going on. I watched the clip once more and then I wrote him an e-mail back. I asked so many questions in the e-mail you would've thought he was in an interrogation room. I hope he calls or e-mails me back soon. Speaking of car wrecks, Jessica told me that the other day while Christina was driving in the rain and she tried to stop someone rearended her. That sucks because I really like her car - the Ghetto Mobile! And yesterday Jessica's car wouldn't start so she sat there for an hour in the Wal-Mart parking lot, she'd forgotten her cell phone so she couldn't call me or Garrett to come pick her up.

After that Addison IMed me and we talked for 15 minutes and in that short span of time I managed to piss him off. I think it was because he took what I said the wrong way. Either way I felt so bad. It's not like we're friends or anything, but we could've been. I hope he isn't pissed at me. If I knew where he worked I think I would've driven up there just to rent a movie, watched it then went back to return it. Addison is a really great guy and it would just suck if he got really mad at me and stopped talking to me.

Tomorrow I'll be going over to Maile's house and her mom will drive us up to Quail Springs Mall so we can go dress shopping, then we're going to study a little bit for our anatomy test on monday and the urinary one on thursday, after that we'll be making campaign posters and maybe shirts for people to vote us Senior Rep. I thought it would be a good way to actually show how bad we want it. I need to come up with a cool slogan so if anyone knows anything good that rhymes with Theresa let me know!

As for now I'm getting off this thing because had I chinese food and I think I had a bit too much. It was good though, those boneless ribs were freaking good - yeah I actually didn't get beef and broccoli for once. Plus I had a HUGE sonic drink. All I want to do now lay down and go to sleep. I think I'll clean tomorrow before I go over to Maile's house so my parent's can't say, "Why do you think you can go, you haven't done anything."

Wishing I could take back so many things...

Theresa

"Hand Hug" - Garrett likes those too!

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