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The Greatest Dad in the World
...written on April 18, 2005, @ 20:48

is sure in the hell not my dad

I've had some things to say, but I just didn't update because it's been a little too late in the evening for me to update. I see I got me some comments, YES! I am so loved.

Saturday I went over to Maile's house after I cleaned the bathroom and swept the garage - yeah Erika was out there, but I already did most of it. I waited there with her and her family because Jared was going to come with us, but he decided to take his sweet time getting to her house. We ened up leaving to go to Quail Springs at like 2:15 that afternoon - I really just wanted to go to Crossroads and maybe Sooner, but they wanted to go to Quail Springs. The drive up there was ok, it was hot, but I sat next to the window so I was ok. When we got there we went into the Laughing Fish and instead of looking for a dress for me we looked for one for Maile. She found a really pretty sherbert colored dress with a slit up the side. It's so perfect. I was forced to try on a blue puffy dress, and for the first time I actually felt confident about showing people what I looked like in a dress. Call me crazy, but I felt more comfortable with Maile and her family than I do my own family. We asked the two dresses to be held and went looking other places and I went to see the dress that I eyed in DEB, of course it didn't fit! So we went to Dillard's and found a really pretty black/baby pink one. So I went to go try it on and I walk out to Jared and Maile and Jared was like, "You look good in that dress." To have him say that about my dress and not Maile's, I knew that was the dress. Maile's mom got a size smaller and I had to go out and face Maile, her dad and mom and Jared without a bra on under it! But it looked good and I fell in love with it, so I decided to buy it. The dress was a total of $195.06. That's a lot for me to spend on something at once, but I loved the dress. I got money out of the ATM and I bought it. We went back and bought the sherbert dress for Maile, it was $270.68. We went down and looked at some clothes and Maile got some shorts for guard.

After the mall we went to Old Navy and Jared go in some trouble with Maile so they stayed in the car and had a "little talk". It was cool because I like her parents. Maile got some flip flops at Old Navy because the ones she was wearing broke. I saw all this "KISS ME I'M IRISH" stuff in Old Navy and I wanted to buy all of it. But I didn't. We went to Souper Salad and ate, it was so fun. Basically we all sat there and talked shit about Jared, even Maile's parents. We had a cute Mexican gay-gay waiter, freaking Mexican Ice Cream Stealer! (Inside Joke) We got back and Jared left and I stayed there and hung out for a cool minute until Maile's friend Michelle came over. I tried on my prom dress and I took a picture with Maile in her's, we looked so hot. We decided to go up to Meridian, but couldn't be the cops were closing it off so we went up to O'Rielys on Meridian and 39th. I can tell you now that I'm never going up there again, it's the dumbest thing I've ever done. It wasn't even fun or anything. I got home and I went to sleep after I had a little something to eat.

I woke up and I minded my own business. I talked to Christina and I told how I thought I pissed off Addison and she's like, "No you didn't. Don't worry about it he needs to get over it." We chatted a little more and I found out that Wes sent her the pictures and video message telling her that he missed her. Well at that point I had those same feelings, I felt like our (Wes's and mine's) "friendship" was obligated, like he felt obligated to send me what he sent me. I don't know why I feel like that, but I do. I think back to all those other times when I wanted to give up and quit on our friendship and he was the one who was like, "Nope, we're still friends. I don't care what you say." I don't know anymore, things would be different if we weren't so far away and if he'd freaking tell me what he's thinking. But he's a guy and there's no way that'll happen. Christina called him and I hope that she got through at got to talk to him. Also, Christina seems to think that Addison likes me. That's the second person. I wonder...is it true? How do you ask someone, "Hey do you like me?"

After I got off the phone with her I went out to eat some chinese and dad was like, "Some studying you did yesterday." I lied and told him that we went to Braum's. My dad was like, "You shouldn't be going there, you're always complaining that you're fat; at least that's what I hear from Grandma." WHAT THE FUCK?! My dad just called me fat. I couldn't fucking believe it, it took all I had to not get up and walk away. I was so pissed that he could say that because I NEVER said that to my grandma. I went to my room after he'd left and worked on some homework, I so frustrated that he would say that that it was hard for me to concentrate on doing anything else. When I finally came out of my room no one was home. I was happy because I don't know what I would've done if they were still home.

Maile and I ended up not studying together, but I typed up the whole worksheet and e-mailed it to her. Right when I finished it Addison IMed me. I realized that he wasn't mad at me, or Christina had said something to him. Either way I was happy to be talking to him. I studied so hard for the anatomy test. I didn't get to watch Crossing Jourdan because that stupid show, Revalations was on. Oh yeah, my dad was like, "Are you going to eat?" After him and mom had eaten, I wanted to badly to say, "Nope, I don't want to become fatter than I already am." So I ate and he was messing with me like he hadn't done anything wrong.

I went to sleep early and I woke up today really tired. I studied before I walked out of the house and Erika didn't ride the bus, HAPPY DAY! We even got a good bus today. I went to band and there were the trumpets practicing whatever the hell the practice. Holly quizzed me on some of the functions and I did pretty good. So yeah I set up chairs after Mr. Westbrook was being a total asswipe. Jessica traded chairs with Ivan so she could sit next to me and all we did was talk shit about Westbrook. I really hate him, we're playing the Star Spangled Banner, how hard is that? And we're supposed to be playing this very hard four pieced movement for spring concert, why can't we play cool stuff? For some reason Garrett was in a hugging mood and gave me a great big hug. Hm?

I think I did pretty good on the anatomy test, I know I missed about four. I was proud of myself because Zach was talking to me and I ignored him, I didn't even look at him! I've got so much self control. History was another story. We had to do work because Mr. Pennington got pissed at us because everyone was talking. So I was like, "Ok cool, I'll get this done in like 5 minutes." WRONG. Will decides to move back to his chair and steal my freaking article and not give it back. I get really mad because I want to finish my work, he doesn't give it back and I just sit there and not let him look at my answers. I get up to get another article and Will trys to give me back my article, I just got the other one. While trying to look at my answers Will rips my article. I was so pissed and Ian and John were like, "What's wrong?!" WHAT? How could they ask that? Anyway Will ends up ripping my red card from my I.D.

Psychology was a little unnerving because I wasn't sure how to talk to Addison, it's like we can only talk to each other outside of school. Really weird "friendship". The movie we're watching it so weird because it jumps around so much it leaves you wondering, "What the fuck?" Lunch was cool because Ashely ate with me and Jamee, I was glad because Ashely F. left her for her other friends. Garrett sees me and calls me over so he can walk me to my locker to get my math. As Jamee and I walk to the red hall Garrett is walking out of the bathroom with wet hands, ewww!

We went to the library for english because we're going to have to do documented eassays and Brittany and I are both doing ours on Jazz. I thought it would be really cool because I could have some really cool visuals. We just BSed and talked the whole time in the library, got to see Holly and her hot asian friend Lawarence. YEAH! Math cool, Garrett was on Speed again. I actually got all the ACT problems right. I was doing my work too, I was so proud of myself. I stayed after with Maile so I could help her with anatomy. I went to the band room and there was the ballot, Alison said that she would vote me for whatever I was running for. I tried to find some jazz music it play, but no one would help me. Not sure if I can make posters to hang up on the walls, might have to make a little speech before voting is done. Mr. Smith said it was the first year that anyone has wanted to do stuff like this.

I went with Maile to get her dress altered. We went to her house and did anatomy. It was so long, but fun. We laughed the whole time. Jared called her like 15 times. Man, he's so attached to her. I had to answer their phone too, it was so funny. I was like, "Naone residence." Her mom was like, "It's strange how I recongized your voice Theresa." Ha, so we did the whole assignmet except for three questions that I have to do by myself and give her them answer tomorrow. I got home and mom was like, "Well hello." Excuse you? I called and told dad where I was. I finshed my math except for three problems, hm seems like three is the magic number.

I've been thinking about Addison and Garrett. Now that a few people think that Addison likes me I find myself asking, "Do I like him?!" He's a really great guy, he's got the quality I look for, he can make me laugh. But then I'm thinking that I'm starting to like Garrett. I find myself looking for him in like every hall and I anticipate Math class. I want to go to band banquet with Garrett, but I doubt that will happen. Being single is nice, but sometimes it's really confusing, like now.

This is long enough, plus I'll have to get off this thing soon - Crossing Jourdan is on at 10PM.

Theresa

"Vote Theresa for Senior Rep. and Band Queen and you might get a piece of pizza!"
-thanks for the slogan Christina

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